Just babbling.....

Falling in love sure hasn’t been easy for me. The most painful feeling in the world isn’t caused by physical injury or sickness. It is caused by the feeling of being ignored by the person whom you love. I admit I may not be a perfect guy. However, all this while I have been trying my best to make her take notice of me, to be the one that initiates the first move in this relationship. Yet, sometimes I feel that all my efforts were in vain. A friend once told me to be brave and persistent. She said that X actually has positive feelings for me as well. However, up till now I can’t feel anything of such from her. Is it that hard to make someone take notice of you? Why is it that hard for someone to respond to your feelings? I just don’t understand! Sometimes, I felt like giving up on her. I wanted to forget about her. Yet, I just couldn’t do it. I really don’t know how long I can keep this up………