Sunday, August 28, 2005

From good turns to bad

Guaaaaaaaaaaahaaaaaaaaaaheeeeeeeeeeee............................(crying) :'( , looks like things doesn’t work out that smoothly on Sunday. Pei Wen and I didn’t talk much that day. I just don’t feel like talking to her today. Pei Wen and one of my friend (a boy also) chat together about something the whole day which is just not my style of talking. It’s sort of like those modern teenagers that talk about handphones and uses Cantonese jokes and words that I’m not that familiar with. So, I just walk with another 3 of my friends and talk a little bit about Buddhism and computer games. I do felt a little angry and jealous though because both of them just walk and chat together as they are the one who are in love with each other. It made me feel uncomfortable. I also felt that may be we are not that suited for each other or we started too early because we haven’t really understand each other even since form 1. I never really chat with her face to face except on the phone and on msn. Then when it is time for lunch, we walk together with another friend to buy something to eat. Still, she was like ignoring me and talk to that other friend of mine only. We were still able to talk for a while but not for long. May be it was me who did not how to communicate and mix with others. After thinking for a while, I started to think who I can really talk with at school. The only good friends I have that I can really chat with is Lychee, Vampire, Yao-Yao, Bold pak cik and Ngan Yan Peanuts .I think they are different from the others. I don’t know how to express this. It is like they are not that modern. We can chat about tv programmes, movies, games, incidents that happen in our daily life and our problems together. Is it because I am too serious or too quiet at certain times. Thinking about this is really stressful and when we about to go home I started to have a headache. Therefore, remember what I said before “don’t expect the unexpected in your life”. It turned out to be a sad and unhappy day for me. I was expecting to be happy and have fun at there but instead I came back with an angry, sad and jealous heart.

Lets stop discussing about this heart-breaking story, it starting to worsen my headache again. Well, today we went and watch a funny and “fei” movie. It is called drink drank drunk. It is a Hong Kong movie. It is also categorized as a love movie. There is a part when Siu Man’s boyfriend meets back his old friend. He came back with a French girl and said that he had picked”pungut or chap” the girl up from the airport. When they arrived at Siu Man’s house both of them kissed and hugged each other in front of Siu Man and his boyfriend. Siu Man and his boyfriend saw that with their mouth wide open(shocked) .Actually the movie has a little sexual inflict but don’t misunderstood me it is not like a porn movie and it is not that serious. It is just because they use some dialogs such as the part when a group of girls quarrel. It is cause when three girls decided to get some customers by wearing sexy clothes. Then Siu Man and her friends did not agree with their method and they started quarrel. The group of girls said that Siu Man and her friends are jealous of them because they were not able to to satisfy men cannot give enough mother’s love because they have small breasts. Then, Siu Man and her friends fought back by saying that it is because the new style is to have small breast. You might imagine this as a very awful movie but if you see for your self and listen in Cantonese you will find it funny and laugh through out the whole movie. Besides as we said we laugh because the movie is really “fei”. That movie also makes us boys and girls look very bad and can’t be trusted. See the movie for yourself and you will understand and started laughing when you think back of the movie. Now, the only thing that I worried is my future with Pei Wen and my exam results that will be given out tomorrow. I am really worried because this is my first experience to love a girl and was hoping to that things will work between us. Unlike some other people who liked to play-play only, I am different because I am serious in his matter.

To my readers, please give me some tips and tell me what is wrong between us. Give me some advice on what should I do in the future. I will greatly appreciate your help if it is a useful tip.

Friday, August 26, 2005

La,la,la it's holiday again

As a start, I want to apologize for the late release of my new blog. I know all of you must be anxious to look at my new blog. Don’t worry because it will be made using Asashi technology. Hoooooooooooorrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrraaaaaaaaaaaaaayyyyyyyyyyyyy, finally holiday arrived and I can relax and play again(for a while only). I even borrowed Need For Speed Underground 2 from Gorrila. Still, it could turn out to be a happy holiday or half happy-half nightmare for me.

Ok, lets start from Monday. On that day, I went to my friend’s house nicknamed “Goat”. He was quite rich as he have 2 computers in his house. It still made me disappointed because he did not use the technology from Asashi. Instead, his computer are home made. This is because his father is an electronic expert. So, he knows very well how to handle and assemble a computer. His father also like to collect old computer parts such as motherboard, cd-rom, printers and many more as his hobby. He is a lucky kid because he owns a NVIDIA Geforce FX 5500 and 6600 on both of his PC. I went there with 2 of my friends who consist of Lychee and Durian. When we arrived at there, Goat’s family stared at Lychee with a little jealousy in their heart when he took out his Compaq notebook(government’s property). That Lychee did something stupid and did not want us to see it. For your information he is a fanatic of the Romance of 3 Kingdom(San Guo Ze). He cut his own face from his picture using Paint and paste it on top pf Liu Bei’s face thus becoming Liu Chee(adapted from his name) and put the picture as his wallpaper. An hour later, we decided to play Red Alert 2 on lan. So, Goat installed Red Alert 2 and played Warcraft 3 at the same time. Suddenly, his PC crashed and and showed no sign of life. Then, he reboot his PC and when all of a sudden, his PC crashed again when he tried to enter windows. He blamed that at his pirated windows. He tried to boot, reinstalled and use automatic recovery from the windows installation cd. After rebooting for almost 10 times, finally his PC was able to enter windows but as soon as he click on the start menu it crash again. Then he still did not give up and and rebooted another 5 times but this time it worked(Thank God). It was actually a hard disk failure. This wouldn’t had happen if he used Asashi technology.

On Wednesday, I have booked 2 courts at Dewan Dato’ Ahmad Razali. I had planned well with 12 friends before the holiday but guess what happened. Only 4 arrived!!!!!!!!!! In that case, I think I need to invite 20 people. By doing that, I think at least 8 will come. So, we just ignore them and continue playing. Since I had not been playing badminton for almost a month, my performance was decreased at first but after half an hour I was getting the hang of it. When we decided to play double, I was forced to team with Durian. This is because he is very “chuan” and always scolds and “ejek” us when we were unable to play well. We did not even said a word when he hit the shuttle into the net or did something stupid but things were different when we did not played well. He thinks he is very good and he can “pijak” us because he represents the school and had special training from his dad every day.

Eeeemmmm, let me tell something that might happen this Sunday. Last Sunday, Pei Wen asked me if I want to go a movie and a walk at Times Square with some friends. I agreed but I was not that approved with her idea as I wanted to study and my parents won’t be that happy if I go out and play before PMR ends. Still, I don’t want to let her down and therefore I agreed. I was planning on asking her out after PMR when both of us are free to do anything and I have save enough money from my part-time job during the holidays. Then, I can “belanja” or even buy her presents. Things started to get lucky when every person that I asked could not go out. So, I might have the chance to have a personal time with her to know her better. In the end, I hope nothing bad will happen that day and things will go smoothly for us. Namo Amitabha.

Friday, August 19, 2005

The Story of Asashi



Since some of my beloved readers said that most of my post is too long and dull, I will try my best to make it more attractive this time. Once upon a time, in a place far-far away, lived a handsome, clever, intelligent, brave yet kind-hearted teenager named Wai Khoon. He has a powerful super, hyper, and advanced computer bought from a multi-national company that offers the perfect technology that can’t be beaten by any company in this world called Asashi. Many of his friends are jealous of him saying that his Asashi isn’t as powerful and stable as their computer from those cheap computer company which always clone Asashi’s system whenever they had run out of ideas such as Dell, Acer, HP, Apple, VAIO(from Sony), Samsung and IBM. They just the accept the fact that Asashi is the world’s N.O.1 PC developer in this world. Deep inside their heart, I am sure that they are saying to themselves “Why I did not buy Asashi at the first place. How stupid of me to buy Dell or Acer!!! I should listen to Wai Khoon to buy Asashi.”. Never mind my loyal readers, I forgive those among you who had had the chance to buy Asashi. It is still not too late for you to redeem yourselves. You can click on the link on my link list which I had wrote ‘Great PC Technology’ and see for yourselves the great promotion and technology that Asashi can offer you. Be noted that Asashi will renew their offer every week. After seeing the website and the power of Asashi itself, be more free to spread the news of Asashi to everyone you meet and be grateful to Wai Khoon for spreading the teachings of Asashi. When comes great power, comes great responsibility(Adapted from the movie ‘Spiderman’ during the part when Uncle Ben was dying in Peter Parker’s arms).

Saturday, August 13, 2005

COMING SOON!!!

Listen and pay attention my loyal readers! I have a good announcement to make. As an addition to my blog, I will open some new blogs about some quite interesting topics. The blogs are mainly about :
  1. My list of entertainment such as music, games, movies and etc
  2. Some game facts such as useful tips, walkthroughs and cheats for some interesting games that I have
  3. Buddhism

The release of this interesting is expected to be release on October after all the exams are over and we as students reach independence. Therefore, prepare yourself for the most interesting and amusing blogs and articles that you will ever see in your life.

Thursday, August 11, 2005

HELP!!!So many problem in my life

Hmmmmmm, this week was certainly a busy and tiring day. All the form 3 students were having their PMR trial exam. It was indeed a tiring day as I had to stay up late to study for the exam every night. The situation got worse when the forest somewhere at Kalimantan caught fire. The smoke from the fire caused a terrible haze. Unfortunately we are having our exam in the harsh conditions. Most of us covered our nose with handkerchiefs and bought masks to filter the air we breathe. Even our teacher can’t stand the thick haze. She tried to get some fresh air outside of the classroom but it is still the same as the air outside was also polluted with dust and smoke.The polluted air almost caused me to suffocate during exam. I wasn’t doing quite good in my English, Science and Moral. I was blanked when it was paper 2 for English. I think I did many grammatical mistakes and I can write better essay. I tried to write a new one but time doesn’t wait for me. If only the teacher would gave me 2 more minutes or I had the “sands of time” just like in the game “Prince of Persia”, I would be able to write a new and better essay. When I sat for paper 2 for science, I felt like choking someone or jumping of the building when there are 5 questions that I don’t know and never even read about it. First the question asked about the name of the tank used in the submarines to make the submarines float or sink. Then, it asked us to draw the experiment that is used to compare the speed of evaporation in a lab through humidity which I have no clue about it. The third question asked about the name of the 3 light rays that is used to show refraction and bending of light through a glass block. Last of all, there are 2 questions that asked about the hypothesis and the inference of an experiment. I had forgotten the difference between those two. I might still be able to answer it if just asked me about the hypothesis. Not knowing what to answer I just simply wrote any answer I can think of. Another subject that had given me a headache is Moral. I don’t think of Moral as an important subject. So, I did not even touch my moral notes. Besides, our Moral teacher only told us what to read at the day before exam. How would she expect us to read 7 topics in 2 days when there are still more important subjects? As a result, most of the questions that I answered are only depending on luck. Consequently, I would be in big trouble after the results of these subjects had been given out. The only thing now that I want to shout is AAARRRRRGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!HELP!!!!!!!!!

It’s been a week now since Pei Wen and I expressed our feelings and things went well between us. I even chat with her on the phone for about 20 minutes. There is a problem though. One of my best friend nicknamed “Lychee” seems to get jealous. After suspecting us for having a relationship, he started to act quiet but things got better after I tried to chat and make jokes with for a couple of days. Still, things haven’t got better for Pei Wen and him. Before Pei Wen and I got together, both of them are good friends and chat together in class. He also had feelings for her but he was disappointed when she turned him down and said that she had feelings for another guy but she did not mentioned it was me. From that incidents onwards, he started to be quiet. Pei Wen was also unhappy about his quiet attitude and wanted to be friends with him again. Now I am not only busy studying but also busy thinking of a way to pursuade them to be friends again. I think the cold war will end itself because Lychee was a playful guy and I think he would soon let the problem go away. Still, does that count me as a bad person for competing with my friend in romance? Even how good my relationship with Lychee, I can’t put away my heart for Pei Wen. There is nothing I can do about it and I think everyone in this world is selfish when it comes to romance.

Saturday, August 06, 2005

Introduction to My Love

In this post, I have included a picture of Pei Wen, the girl I like which was taken during Canteen Day. Isn't she pretty.



My First Love

To my fellow readers, this week I have a good announcement to make .It also count as one of my historical moment in my life. As you know yesterday was my birthday. The day before my birthday, I have planned with the girl I like to go online and chat at 10pm. At first we just chat for a while like saying hi and happy birthday .Then, she asked me what present I want for my birthday. She gave me 3 choices:

1.)Her
2.)A real present
3.)??????(I’ve forgotten)

I was shocked at first. I just told her that a wish for me to get 7 A’s is enough for me and hope that we will be friends forever. At first I thought that she was only playing around but I’ve discovered that she was serious later when she said it’s too bad and told me that a girl has started to have feelings for me since last year. She admitted that she was the girl and said that there was no need to lie because it is my birthday. After realizing that she was telling the truth, I quickly told my feelings for her that started since form 1. I started to like her when I was in form 1 but at that time I was a useless guy .At form 2 ,I was not sure if she had the same feelings towards me .So, I only treat her as my friend until now. We expressed our feelings and other stuff that other people my think it as disgusting for about half an hour. We enjoyed talking to each other. The next day, we didn’t talk much except when it is about time to go home .Today, of the students was absent due to the activities held for the Islam students .We chat for a while but I went away when because I can’t understand the topics that they are saying. They talked about songs which 50% of them I don’t have, Later ,I tried to chat with them and this time with the topic I can understand .Still ,every time I tried to talk ,her friend just keep blabbering non-stop. So, I just stick to the boys rather than them. Well, I would like to ask her out to a movie after PMR hoping that our relationship might work. At night, we met online and we break our record by chatting for 4 hours. All went well but there are four “fei chai” who always tried to disturb my romantic chat.

At tuition, another incident happened. Mr.Ong (my tuition teacher) enquired me if I would like to come and help him during tuition or at form 4. He said that I would be paid generously and get important and good experience if I am willing to work part time with him. It was a certainly an irresistible offer. Although it would be a good thing because I am quite close with him and he would be a good employer, it will make me hard to choose because I intend to change to Suria Tuition Centre next year. There are good reasons why I want to change to Suria. First, his style of teaching math is quite bad. For example, he teaches us to write the common solution for an Linear Inequality in the form like -35 which is not allowed and is not accepted as a correct answer. Sometimes I think that Killer XXX's and my math are better than his. Second, his tuition fees are way off my financial limits. Third, his style of teaching and the syllabus he used in his teachings isn’t according to the latest PMR format. This makes us hard to study according to his teachings.