My First Love

To my fellow readers, this week I have a good announcement to make .It also count as one of my historical moment in my life. As you know yesterday was my birthday. The day before my birthday, I have planned with the girl I like to go online and chat at 10pm. At first we just chat for a while like saying hi and happy birthday .Then, she asked me what present I want for my birthday. She gave me 3 choices:

1.)Her
2.)A real present
3.)??????(I’ve forgotten)

I was shocked at first. I just told her that a wish for me to get 7 A’s is enough for me and hope that we will be friends forever. At first I thought that she was only playing around but I’ve discovered that she was serious later when she said it’s too bad and told me that a girl has started to have feelings for me since last year. She admitted that she was the girl and said that there was no need to lie because it is my birthday. After realizing that she was telling the truth, I quickly told my feelings for her that started since form 1. I started to like her when I was in form 1 but at that time I was a useless guy .At form 2 ,I was not sure if she had the same feelings towards me .So, I only treat her as my friend until now. We expressed our feelings and other stuff that other people my think it as disgusting for about half an hour. We enjoyed talking to each other. The next day, we didn’t talk much except when it is about time to go home .Today, of the students was absent due to the activities held for the Islam students .We chat for a while but I went away when because I can’t understand the topics that they are saying. They talked about songs which 50% of them I don’t have, Later ,I tried to chat with them and this time with the topic I can understand .Still ,every time I tried to talk ,her friend just keep blabbering non-stop. So, I just stick to the boys rather than them. Well, I would like to ask her out to a movie after PMR hoping that our relationship might work. At night, we met online and we break our record by chatting for 4 hours. All went well but there are four “fei chai” who always tried to disturb my romantic chat.

At tuition, another incident happened. Mr.Ong (my tuition teacher) enquired me if I would like to come and help him during tuition or at form 4. He said that I would be paid generously and get important and good experience if I am willing to work part time with him. It was a certainly an irresistible offer. Although it would be a good thing because I am quite close with him and he would be a good employer, it will make me hard to choose because I intend to change to Suria Tuition Centre next year. There are good reasons why I want to change to Suria. First, his style of teaching math is quite bad. For example, he teaches us to write the common solution for an Linear Inequality in the form like -35 which is not allowed and is not accepted as a correct answer. Sometimes I think that Killer XXX's and my math are better than his. Second, his tuition fees are way off my financial limits. Third, his style of teaching and the syllabus he used in his teachings isn’t according to the latest PMR format. This makes us hard to study according to his teachings.