Why is the world so cruel!!!

Why the world is so cruel these days? Tell me the reason!!! Let me tell you guys a good news. Don’t misunderstand me as this is not about my love story. I almost got full A’s for my trial and final exam. The only problem now is my English teacher because she has only given us our paper 1 but there is no sign of paper 2. She said that she will give us the next Monday making us worry about our results. I am quite worried because this I did many grammar mistakes for paper 2(I think) .This makes me to feel worried the whole week and nervous until I can’t really enjoy myself when I played Yu-Gi-Oh cards at school. We are not certain that whether our English teacher is really a lazy teacher or she is a kind hearted person. There are rumors saying that she is a lazy teacher and haven’t finish marking our papers even though there is a week holiday. Still, there are still rumors saying that she is actually trying to add marks for those who scored 74 which is only 1 mark away from getting an A. Both of them have their own logics, therefore it is hard for me to choose. I didn’t dare to make guesses as she is my teacher and have contributed some useful knowledge to me. I will tell you something. All of us have grammar, essay and reading comprehension books. It was really an odd thing as we had sent in our books for nearly half a year now and she still haven’t returned our books yet. She was like a black hole that sucks everything inside and the things that have been sucked into it will never be seen again. Nothing can escape her even our books. What’s so hard on marking our books? Weird.

Starting yesterday, I have just known how much fun Yu-Gi-Oh can be. I was quite impressed with the game play and many kinds of spell cards and monsters. Anyway, I still hate some of the weird looking monsters except if they are powerful. It was due to the influence of Lychee, Goat and Durian.

Now for romance. Looks like I am really a failure. I still can’t get rid of the shyness I have every time I meet her face to face. This is really embarrassing as she also complains about this sometimes we chat. The shyness in me sometimes overcomes me making me feel speechless and feel afraid to go to her seat to chat with her. It also cause me to be quiet than usual when she is near me. Sometimes, I also feel afraid when considering doing something because I am scared that I might something childish or immature in front of her. You can really see the difference when I am school and at tuition. At school, I am a little polite, shy and quiet compared when I am in tuition where I am free to do whatever I want. It was like school is a prison while at tuition I have freedom and reach independence. As a result of my shyness, we have decided to be friends until after PMR. This might give a chance to know her better before we even stared anything between us. I hope that I will make good use of this opportunity and won’t let myself and her down. It I fail this time, I might not for forgive myself forever.